So I guess i should have expected this, Ive led a substantially less than perfect life. I makes sense that the straight and narrow would be more wonky and wide. To put you in the picture six months ago I met a man, he was nice, kind and everything you could hope for in a partner. He made real effort with my friends and we went out and explored together. This was the kind of relationship I had been dreaming of. Continue reading
Over the last few weeks I have been looking back at the last 12 months as everybody does this time of year. While most will want to lose weight, be more disciplined, travel the world and the like, I have been thinking about my termination. I can’t help but thinking that maybe i didn’t make the right choice.
Im going to visit the boy from Ireland, I don’t know if I’ve told you about him. i think i have. Remember that went it comes to sensible ideas, i don’t have them… end of story. Im going next thursday, and I’m looking forward to it… or am i?
I got a mortgage today…. off my ex-boyfriend who I used to live with. Continue reading
I hate being a ranty type of person but i guess its the best way that I can be real. These are my thoughts as I experience them, these are my feelings as i feel them. I may not be the most eloquent of writers but at least I am honest about my feelings, well as honest as I can be without giving too much away.
There is a moment when being the other woman, the mistress, the bit on the side or whatever you want to call, is truly heartbreaking. That is the moment you get a phonecall from the wife… Continue reading
Its official everyone dating these days royally sucks. The amount of apps kicking about means everyone always thinks they can do better, or find someone who’ll do for the night. Its shit, you are constantly judged on the way you look, every decision you have made in your life is under the microscope. Where you live, what you do, how you spend your spend time and what you want from the future.
Given everything I’ve been through recently you would think that going on a date would be the last thing on my mind but in all honesty it was a much needed distraction. I met him on-line…. please don’t judge. He was older than me, Irish and works in the forces. It’s hard to put into words the nerves I felt…. I just wish it had gone as well as I had hoped. God this dating thing is hard haha Continue reading
So I thought I was just putting my mind at rest when i took a pregnancy test two weeks ago. Yeah my mind was not put at rest, within 30 seconds it came up positive…. oh my god what do I do!!!! Continue reading
This is a question which I have asked myself today, more than once and in great detail. Is it wrong to fall in love? Most people would jump to the answer of no not at all. However is it wrong to fall in love with a married man? Most people would say yes. Is it wrong to fall in love with a married man who hides it from you, and by the time you find out you’ve already fallen in love? Continue reading