Week two in the USA

So it’s my second week here and it’s been somewhat of a roller coaster. My head is all over the place, in all honesty I feel like I’m failing. I need to write down what I want to achieve and go out and prove it but it is just so difficult at times.

I feel like the people I work with think less of me. I get frustrated over little things and get upset by most. I don’t want to cry though, when I’m finished I’m going to write my plan, set it in stone. Though once you’ve been working 12 hour shifts 6 days a week, you are so exhausted and everyone keeps going nuts over everything.

To top things off I’ve done the daft thing I always do. Get attached, start to care…. I think that needs to stop now, I need to distance myself. To protect myself from more pain and suffering.

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2 thoughts on “Week two in the USA

  1. Sounds like you are a bit stressed… (work can do that… and mixed with big change… hmmm) I have a visualization trick for work that has helped me in the past. I picture myself in a river.. (swimming)… when times are stressfull (current is really strong)… often it is best to just turn over on your back… and float with the current… looking around and thinking… hmmm so that is where this is going… this can be better than trying to swim somewhere… especially if it is against the current

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