So it’s my second week here and it’s been somewhat of a roller coaster. My head is all over the place, in all honesty I feel like I’m failing. I need to write down what I want to achieve and go out and prove it but it is just so difficult at times.
I feel like the people I work with think less of me. I get frustrated over little things and get upset by most. I don’t want to cry though, when I’m finished I’m going to write my plan, set it in stone. Though once you’ve been working 12 hour shifts 6 days a week, you are so exhausted and everyone keeps going nuts over everything.
To top things off I’ve done the daft thing I always do. Get attached, start to care…. I think that needs to stop now, I need to distance myself. To protect myself from more pain and suffering.